Friends

I wonder,

how does someone change? Through it all, thick and thin i've always kept my end of the bargain and stuck by you. I did it not because I was suppose to but I felt you deserved every bit of me I could ever possibly give. We braved through different obstacles, mindsets, anything destructive that came in our way. All we had to do was to hold on to one another. As the years went by, you evolved into someone today I don't recognise anymore. The irony in all of this baffles me. I've watched you, provided love, respect, honesty and guidance when you needed me. How is it that you've educed into a stranger I can't even find means to believe you? When did the transition happen? I was right there. I never moved an inch. Did it take you one night to realise that you had to be more than what you already were or did a change of heart occur in a fragment of a second that led you to induce into a web of lies?

Its sad to say, 6 years we've stood by one another that the outcome has to finally come down to this. I don't know who i'm looking at anymore, if all is fiction or possibly fact. My heart has decided to stop playing tricks on me because its just as confused as I am. The letter you composed, i've easily read about 10 times now. The more i try to comprehend what you've penned down, the more it seems transparent. You've led me down a path where trust within the both of us is merely feasible, a path where I've learnt to turn stone cold and that in life, there are some things you simply let go of. I'm not choosing between any two. How can I ever see that you're sincere?


I need closure.
Closure to this chapter that's been going on for far too long.
Something new to breathe in.
After all, change is inevitable therefore we make do with it.


I feel happy.
D.